Hungers Conundrum

Hunger stalks the earth in hand with poverty, 
   drought, flood, war and refugees. 
There is little change in signs of malnourished 
   people and occasional aide trucks.

No change in dying people as disease 
   follows this caravan of misery.
A little help may soothe the pain but not enough.

Governments and religions are sometimes 
   the cause, the help or a vacuous stare 
   when more aide is sought..
Mankind can not agree on any path to health 
   for all and end the hunger cycle. 

We are all dependent on the chance 
   of birth, weather, war and economics 
   as to what and when or even if we eat.

Our actions are not enough to make mankind humane.

Hunger

Never have I needed,
to worry about food.
I always find a nibble,
when I am in the mood.

We have turkey at Thanksgiving
and again on Christmas Day.
I give it not a second thought,
this simply is our way.

My tummy sometimes grumbles,
but I quickly find a fix.
I grab some bread and butter
and add things to the mix.

I’ve never been so hungry,
that I’d eat most anything.
I am amongst the lucky ones,
I’ve never felt the sting.

When I was just a youngster,
of the hungry I knew not.
Of people living on the street,
I gave no second thought.

When I reached my teenage years,
I saw them while downtown.
Arm stretched out and begging,
on their face the saddest frown.

That frown it would turn upright,
when a quarter I would give.
They knew that with a few more,
they’d find a place to live.

A humble place to hang their hat
and food to fill their gut.
If even for a short time,
they have escaped their rut.

​Now food banks for the many,
soup kitchens left and right.
People sharing...people caring,
to relieve the hunger’s might.

Aimless 

I feel like my back is breaking
cracking like a mountain
whacked by a comet
slapped with lightning
my veins are fire

thoughts running a mile a minute
like a suicidal freight train
piloted by an AI
that can't figure out the trolley problem
that shreds all my darlings
with its wheels of progress
leaving my demons alive

being gnawed from the inside out
seeing everything I held sacred
lost, torn, broken or scattered to the wind
I'm aimless

Jobless, homeless, penniless
starving for food, purpose and affection equally
not getting anything
staring at my empty plate, nibbling on empty promises
with broken teeth
my shattered hopes and dreams
my knife and fork
bent and broken
as useless and aimless as me…

where do I go from here
in these torn shoes and blistered feet
I hear a messiah is giving a sermon on a mountain
in a strange land
I'll close my eyes and send my ghost over
perhaps in my next life, I'll have a purpose then
and be able to feed my heart, my stomach and my soul
and thrive

I just hope the earth isn't salted and barren
where my ghost takes seed
for an aimless eternity is better
than an aimless life to me.

2022

A piece of steak,
          a prostitute, the penthouse
Dystopia, polluted planet, hunger
Soylent green is people.
Feeding at its most macabre

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Yemen Girl

young girl with a thousand names
stands in the doorways of Yemen
long skirt billows in the breeze

young girl stands in the jaws
of war and hunger
no rain but bombs fall from the sky

she clutches her headscarf
confronts the camera level-eyed
one eye steeled in the pugnacity of life
the other convulsed in horror

the roofs fall on the uncles
the walls crash onto cribs
the ground erupts in blisters
under the shrapnel sky

the young girl is our grandmothers
hands past and future clasped
together in a star-lit continuum
a long procession of endurance

​loss and love

HARVEST MOON

Tonight is the harvest moon
when the full moon rises early,
sits upright on the horizon,
bright as sun in lingering twilight.

Field hands grab a couple more hours –
cut, bundle, and sort the crops,
children tag after, search out the leavings,
nothing to waste.

It’s not labor to gather the gleanings,
cross the pasture, wash them for a neighbor,
waft the scent before hollow cheeks,
fill bare spaces with a harvest moon.

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Cindy M. Buhl lives in Washington, D.C., where she is a member of the Writers Center. For over two decades she has worked in Congress as a foreign policy expert, with an intense focus on hunger, food security, nutrition, and agriculture. Her work has appeared in Spillway Magazine, Crosswinds Poetry Journal, Minerva Rising, NELLE, San Pedro River Review, District Lines, and elsewhere.

Yeast

This is for all
the things we start on,
hold like a ball of
unrisen dough
warm in our hands,
imagine the loaf
risen, baked,
glazed and golden,
sitting there on the table
ready to share
with others drawn
to the sweet, yeasty smell
of two friends succeeding
in putting away
against tomorrow’s hunger – one
sunny afternoon, two women
who pause
to stir together
the plain, ancient mix
of water, and grain
then draw from the air
where it always waits
the yeast, to join
with our kneading hands
to make this live –
this loaf we see so clearly
waiting to rise.

Seeds of Grace and the Hope of Harvest

I hold in my left hand
a past that was given a poor woman’s name, Hope,
she carries a child in her belly who will walk the earth
with only grains and rainwater to feed his body,
when the child is released to earth like crop and cornhusk,
he will feed the world through heart and hope,
his mother will place the earth in his hand,
his life will be a testiment of sacrifice and seeds.

And in each arm,
he will carry the prospect of hope and the pain of hunger,
he will weep for the unfed, and mourn the sick and dying,
he will examine the lives of those who holda field of crops
and livestock in their hand, food and water, and shelter
he will loosen the soil around the hearts that bury an answer
he will pray for each closed mind to open a harvest of hope
he will shake loose the trees to feed the poor,
sift through the fields for the compassion of strangers
to find a savior.

I hold in my right hand
a future that was given a rich woman’s name, Grace,
she grows the earth back green and finds a savior in the sun,
we are the ripened fruit of the shaken trees,
we are the hands that will plant the earth
before a child’s empty belly protudes,
before tears fall to hollow’s hunger,
we are the overgrown fields that will feed the famine,
we are the knotted past that will unknit
scarcity and deprivation by sewing seeds of Grace
and becoming the hope of the harvest.

Humble Pie

Whadda ya mean you don’t like that kind?
You little ingrate, what gives you the right?
Show some respect;
beggars can’t be choosers, my mother used to say.

You think this is some kinda restaurant?
a fast food place, a Timmie’s drive-thru?
May I offer you a menu, ma’am?
How about dessert? Hey, I got news for you –

there’s no happy meal here; no golden rule
says we gotta keep you fed - no prerequisite,
no extra credit;
we do it out of the goodness of our hearts.

In my day we didn’t expect to be fed at school
by god, we ate what was plunked
in front of us
and were grateful for it. We minded our manners

lip-synced grace; still, she reminded us nightly
to clean our plates, there were children
starving in Biafra.
She bets they would appreciate the hard work

and sacrifice to provide her kids wholesome balanced
homemade meals. We knew better than to ask
how stuffing our bellies
til we were full enough to puke, helped

the big-eyed kids Lotta Hitschmanova pitched
for on those dinner-hour TV PSAs for the USC.
Turn that damn thing off
my father used to yell
I’m trying to enjoy a meal here!

​And I’ll tell you what; we didn’t leave the table
til we’d eaten every bite. Even then we had to ask
to be excused
and it better be a ‘may I,’ or our just desserts
just might be a flying knuckle sandwich.

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Since retiring in 2017, Brenda's immersion in family research inspired a collection of poetry based on her paternal ancestry. A proud member of the Edmonton Stroll of Poets and the Parkland Poet's Society, her work has been published in Canadian journals and anthologies. Brenda is completing a certificate in creative writing and is at work on a second collection of poems. ​

Say

where ever you are--here,
tonight, gazing across this

Malibu canyon--or there,
thirty-six years ago, sitting at

the kitchen table, your open face
reflected in the silver of cans

left over from a war, the wolf
in your belly already growling

for golden peach halves bobbing in
sweet syrup even as your uncle

took each round tin out of the box
and stacked them on your mother’s

table--say that even when you were
alone, later, in the dark kitchen,

shaking each to solve their mystery,
that even when you opened the one

you were sure held fruit and found
instead what you hated most--lumpy,

yellow, creamed corn--you ate it anyway--
say that in this moment so long gone

you see your life, each day peach gold
or corn yellow, nights devoured like

sugared plums or endured spoon
by spoon swallowing a black mush

salted with stars--say that this
is the best there is and so you’ll

have it--say it and eat it and say it
till there is nothing left to say.